-Forever No More-

                               First and best poem ever written by me
 

 

No more invisible speechless, deaf and blind child
with neglected pleasures being addicted to denial

floating through time, gravitating toward a warm arm
with an appetite for the emptiness that promises no harm

no more uncontrollable eruptions of emotional depression A primal SOS 
from the barren prison of selfless expression that only the guilty with 
innocent souls know, buried in scar tissue of defective ego

no more relentless sifting through bodies seeking self
settling through competitive combat for what's left on the shelf

a mad melee of supply and demand driven by gullible pride
that leads to sedating the you that suffocates inside

Then the negative whispering subsided and the panicking ceased
the undercurrent suppression of pent-up terror was released as the mystery
of the unknown manifested pristine clear
A positive message of truth entered my ear

Now across my face is a brand new smile
with a newly revealed meaning of a "destined child"

a message of hope is being released from my heart
and I am overwhelmed with dedication to do my part

All I ever wanted was to be as I once was - unbounded
somehow it all got twisted and before long sounded

as though life was a continuous connive-thrive-drive
choking out the simple joy of just being alive

now I am filled with love and I sing a love song
a song for yesterday, today, tomorrow and beyond
my new prayer is - Thank you god for setting me free
and thank you god - for giving me back me...

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